"I don't know what's next," Emma said. "But I want... I want you to have this. For when I'm gone. Not because I plan to leave, but because I don't want you to have to ask for it later."
"I'm sorry I'm late," Emma said, breathless. "There was an elevator and—" she waved her hand as if words could build a bridge over the small annoyance.
"Do you ever wonder what you'll leave behind?" Emma asked finally, turning the question like a warm stone.
"I don't want you to be scared," Emma said softly, surprising both of them with the steadiness of her voice.
The photo was of a younger Emma — hair cropped close, eyes fierce and honest, arm slung around a friend who had long since become a memory. Emma had taken the picture the summer she left for college, before life rearranged itself and the neat plans they'd made unraveled into a thousand small irrelevances. Anna had carried it with her since the hospital room had become home and the beeping machines, in time, had stopped needing to be heard.
"Okay," Anna said. "We keep them."
She went to the lake house when the world felt too close. She walked the shoreline, pressing each footstep into the cold sand as if placing down anchors. The key swung against her chest like a small, constant heartbeat.
They pulled into the clinic's lot and parked beneath a tree shedding leaves like small, tired gold coins. The hospital smelled the way it always did — antiseptic, coffee, the faint perfume of someone trying to make themselves less medicinal. In the lobby, Anna smoothed the photograph against her palm as if it might straighten the tired lines in her granddaughter's face.